Gosh, it's been 30 days since I posted anything. SAD! Here's what seemed to happen...
I sat down weeks ago to write and as I started writing I realized I was touching on SO many things I wanted to break down a little deeper individually.... so I got frustrated, stepped away from my computer and have been mulling over exactly how to share what I've discovered... there's SO much!
All while this was happening... work got crazy, money got crazy, family got crazy... everything seemed to be falling apart. I missed being in Arizona visiting family and friends, enjoying the night sky full of stars and a moon that brought down a magical light that made me feel anything is possible. I was stressing over money and became resentful of where I live because it seemed after being in AZ that we work so much yet rarely have the opportunity to enjoy ourselves afterward.
A weekend? Two days to decompress from the stresses of work? Two days to do laundry, grocery shop, clean house, visit friends and anything else we are responsible for doing that a full time job does not allow you mean? I don't know about you but I am exhausted, not rested come Sunday night.
THIS is why I want to do what I can to share with you the joys of living your dream. When you live your dream you will be able to find joy and relaxation in a job well done, something you have accomplished that brings you happiness and gives you five days a week to feel like "ahhhh this is a life worth living."
It is possible, I promise!
So, why did my month fall by the wayside? Why should you listen to someone who has problems too? Because I am no different. This is my journey too. I'm just here to hold your hand and share with you what works for me, to listen and to use the gift I've been given to look beyond the physical manifestations of our fears and to help you realize your weapons against them.
Like right now, it would be really easy to blame everything on everyone else... or life. How many times do you hear when something goes wrong someone say to you "that's life?" Something that really bugs me about that is the lack of responsibility in that statement.
When that attitude is taken where we just have to "wait it out" makes us a victim. We don't try to reflect on how we came to be here, where we are trying to go and why these issues come up. This is a time of introspection. This is the time to look at those blockages and what I am doing to create them. It may not always seem like there is anything you are doing to create drama from apparently outside sources but there always is.
We are afraid of our own success. Right when we are about to fulfill our dream or are taking one step closer is when **it hits the fan. Something within us manifests our fears of success and failure and calls out to anyone or anything that is listening to keep us from having to keep moving forward. Recognize it because when all hell breaks loose in your life you need to know you DO have the power to regain control. This can manifest in depression and chaos in our lives.
Do not give up, give yourself time to experience and learn from the darkness that precedes our dawn. Take those brief moments before light comes to plan and prepare and discover those feelings. Dig deep within yourself and face those fears because each one that hurts us has the capability to be used as a weapon against your ego. When discovered it becomes forged in spirit and each time spirit becomes stronger you create more energy, more passion and breathe more life into the manifestation of your dreams.
In the meantime to keep me going, keep my head up and take a step closer each day to manifesting my dream I will be taking a quote a day and writing about it... Let's see where it takes us.
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